I am done

This blog has ended. It was a nice dream while it lasted... But everything must come to an end.

The fact is that I just can't do it. I can't actually make the changes in my life - I lack the necessary self-confidence to actually do it. I have to face up to that fact - one of the abiding principles of this soul searching was to be realistic. The fact is that I don't have that self-confidence and at age 40 I am not going to be able to develop it.

I had decided on an area to live in. I am not going to say where it is, since that would not be right - closure is not what is being offered here. All I can say is that happiness sometimes has to fall to the demands of pragmatism and the realization of ones own limitations.

If anyone was actually reading this, thank you for reading it.